| So yesterday with rob was fun. we exchanged gifts and i got a karma necklace and the re-release of the walking wounded by Bayside. unfortunately i was in a shitty mood so we just fucked, went to get coffee and then he dropped me off at home. Last night I ate alot so here is yesterdays in and outs. I'm just starting to restrict but i'm still under 1000 cal
INTAKE
breakfast
milanos-120
dinner
pizza-554
salad-28
icepop-90
I know its alot but it was my first night home
OUTTAKE
random shit you dont need to know- 100
walking-22
TOTAL
312
TODAY
INTAKE
Lunch
kiwi-35
stir fry- 260
dinner
icepop-90
chinese 540
OUTTAKE
cleaning-22
situps-14
shit you dont need to know-14
TOTAL
876
i cant figure out how to make my pics for thinspo to work help would be appreciated
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So I'm starting off winter break by starting this up. I weighed myself this morning for the first time in weeks and surprise, surprise I am huge. Since i've moved across campus I've eaten like a pig. My new suitemates drag me out to eat at least two times a day and its gross. Ugh! I need to learn some self control.
Today I'm seeing R for the first time in 3 weeks we started going out again, but to be perfectly honest I'm not thrilled. I feel horrible saying this, but he is more of a place holder to me than a boyfriend. It's fun to just drive around with him, have sex and work with him. He thinks I'm miss perfect and that drives me insane. He expects to spend forever with me. I can't even seem to think more than a week in advance so i don't know how he thinks this is going to last.
On a different note i start work again on sunday! I am extremely excited to see all my old friends again and to show them how much i have changed during my semester away. I am no longer the girl you can walk all over. I've got an attitude that can bring down some of the best and I am excited to show it off.
No intake or outtake as of yet I'll update later tonight, but R wants to go to eat so I'll probably just get a salad. grrr.
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| alright so its been a while. I've had so much going on with starting college that i haven't even had time to think. Recently ive gone through a lot and have been sick. so in the matter of being away at school for almost two months ive lost 10lbs. crazy i know. but i cant eat much w/o getting sick and its a love hate relationship with food. So im going to be experimenting with keeping a weblog of everything. just give me some time to figure out how i want to run this so ill update when i return to Long Island tonight. for now i have to go catch a bus. |
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| so its hard to update and stuff right now. im going to wait til i get my Macbook in a week or two. |
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| Intakeslice of american cheese: 60 cals Grande Green Tea Frap: 490 cals Vegetable Lo Mein: 1100 cals White Rice: 205 cals ====================== Total: 1885 cals Outtake crunches: 75 Push Ups: 25
ok so i know i shouldn't have eaten all that chinese food but as soon as i took a bite i really couldn't stop myself. Plus my mom would have freaked if i hadn't eaten. I'll do some crunches and pushups before bed. It's pouring so i cant really go for a run. fuck. but idk something hit me that i really hate being fat. i don't fit into any of my old clothes and don't even mention the beach to me because my fat ass is not going. This week is prom and graduation. I don't know how well i'll be able to get away with not eating a lot with all of these people around and i can't purge. 
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